
Just want to encourage everyone. God is so good and loving. Just reach out in prayer! Be like Ruth, clinging to her mother-in-law and the God of Israel, NOT letting go until He blesses you - like Jacob wrestling with the angel (messenger) of the Lord (a divine preincarnate manifestation of Jesus) and not letting Him go until He was blessed!
He will come to you. He will guide you. He will comfort you. He will shelter you.
As a parent, I just see like how we as humanity just tend to err/sin SO MUCH.
When I watch my 3 year old, like gravity, she inevitably drifts back to selfishness, fighting, rebellion, and seeking to please herself instead of do what she is supposed to.
What's new... I still fight those tendencies myself!!
Just shows all the more what a miracle it is for the Father of all to gently keep working and shepherding us unto maturity.
PRAISE HIM!!!
I am thankful He is graceful and merciful -- keep it comin' Lord, so I can pass it on to my kids!!!