
Just want to encourage everyone. God is so good and loving. Just reach out in prayer! Be like Ruth, clinging to her mother-in-law and the God of Israel, NOT letting go until He blesses you - like Jacob wrestling with the angel (messenger) of the Lord (a divine preincarnate manifestation of Jesus) and not letting Him go until He was blessed!
He will come to you. He will guide you. He will comfort you. He will shelter you.